finding a soulmate from the internet?

so i guess in this world in which technology is becoming ever advanced, many people got to know new friends from the internet. getting to know a new friend from the internet is definitely not an issue. but im wondering if i can look for a bf from the internet. sounds a bit unrealistic though. so im the type who is very shy and conservative. sometimes, i go to this chatroom (not going to say the name of the website for some reasons) but the people whom i met there are all omg...nonsense.i know they are anonymous and behind the screen so they will talk about many nonsensical things which i am not in favour of.. and for guys.of course..there is only one thing in which they are interested about. i do not have to say coz i assume u all know what im referring to. n sometimes i chat with people's husbands, father..omg..wth are they doing,, getting to know new girls and all..asking pervertic qns all that.jialat for those who have them as their bd/husbands.their favourite qn will be "are u open? wtf. ok so yeah..out of the many chatters i have chat  with, of course there are a few who are really good and will not mention things the normal guys would. im not saying they are abnormal but they are just unique and nice..so these are the people whom i will stay in touch with. i was wondering if i will ever be able to find a bf from a social networking site but i guess that will not be realistic. whatever it is, you will have to meet them and then you will know what they are really like. coz the person that u imagined/fantasized may not turn out to be what you think when you meet him/her for real.so most important thing is to meet the person.and from there you can decide whether or not to bring the relationship further.so yeah all the persons that ive chat with will not last for long. the longest ive stayed in touch with my unknown internet friend will be like 3 months oni..sometimes i feel that i have a crush on my internet friend. but to think of it again, its so stupid to fall for someone i have never met, talked to in person.. ..yup so that's all.. this post is getting longer..kudos people.

so long never write

so long never write.
so many things i've done. so yeah...
yesterday, went to watch ah boys to men! it was very funny and a good singapore movie. yup and the most funny part was when there is this boy (noah yap) who upon getting a haircut, flicks his hair like wth.. so funny tt part and i laughed so loud.. and i like the character played by tosh rock. i think both of them are vloggers on youtube n i have watched their videos before.. n i like the main character too. i think he is quite good looking but in the movie he is very emo.i think that is because he is still ah-boy and childish (in the movie) so he cannot control his feelings.. maybe when he become a man redi, he will change. and i hope for part 2, he will not be with that girl coz the girlfriend is not a good gf.heheh..leave him when he going for bmt.wth..

Progress of my acne

hey people! in one of my previous posts, i talked about my acne and how im trying to do the stop-washing-face experiment. so now, i am going to update on my face. the first two days of not washing my face, my face gets really really oily. i can somehow feel the oil on my face everytime. but i just ignored it. then the third day onwards, my skin feels quite okay...not as oily and getting drier. after that i notice my whiteheads reducing  a bit.  after 7  days of not washing my face, i washed my face and i see an improvement in my face. the whiteheads are getting much smaller. so i guess the lesson here is you don't have to completely stop washing your face because it is a bit unhygienic. just wash it once in a while. now im trying once a week. after my skin has cleared, maybe i can try once a month. so besides not washing my face, i am also putting something on my face every night which is the sea cucumber oil or what malay call as minyak gamat. if you have pimples, you can try putting this oil on your face before going to sleep. you will notice your pimples reducing in size over night. yeah i swear. so you can give it a try!

Interesting findings i found in the internet.

hey so i am a person who likes to do research and stuff about weird things. now i will be sharing with you some of the interesting things i have found on the net..
DID YOU KNOW????? :)1) Based on a psychological study, a crush only lasts for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds, you are already in love.-hahaha..interesting but i doubt its true.2) Saliva can kill germs?

3) Smart woman likes smart man but smart man likes woman with average intelligence? is that true?hahahhaha

4) bad girls get married easier than good girls.????

5) If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. LOL

6) If you keep your eyes open by force when you sneeze, you might pop an eyeball out.

7)Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. -so ppl stop doing this k?

8)Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

9). If you ate too many carrots, you would turn orange.

10)The average person spends two weeks waiting for a traffic light to change.

Me trying the soapless experiment.

hey everyone...today is the start of recess week for students in my school. but i have no plans yet in mind. i need to really catch up a lot it my school work. yup i remembered writing a post about me telling you guys that it is my first time having severe acne. so now im telling you my acne history and how im getting rid of those nasty acne.
firstly, since i reached puberty, i have never had so much acne. probably just one or two and that too, when nearing my period time. other than that, my skin is actually flawless. since i was born till i was 20 years, i have never actually washed my face except very few times. so my skin was basically untouched by all these chemicals in the soap. till one day, i was back from KL, it was nearing my period time and i saw two pimples on my left cheek. i decided to wash my face. i noticed more pimples came out. so i washed more. i thought my face was dirty/oily and that is why pimples came out. from that day on, i started washing my face everyday and twice a day. but problems just got worse. i have a lot if tiny whiteheads all over my face, the most being my left cheek followed by my right cheek and then my forehead. till one day i went to see the doctor. the doctor told me the normal things that i can already know through reading the internet etc. he related my cause of acne to stress, hormones...blahblahblah. he prescribed me an acne cream which i then started to use. using the cream causes so much itch. i tried very much to control the itch and not to scratch but to no avail.
that set me thinking for a while. how did i survived without acne last time and suddenly i have to deal with this severe acne. then i came across an article about a woman who did the soapless experiment. it reminded me of my routine last time whereby i did not even wash my face yet i have clear skin. so now, im back to resorting to the old me of not washing my face. im on my second day and i am beginning to see a difference and i hope that it will keep clearing my acne naturally. will update u guys soon about my acne. do check my blog for future updates. thanks! i am confident that this method will surely work :)

why i have a crush on my teacher

ok so the previous post i was talking about teacher-student crush. now im going to tell slightly about the crushes i have on my own teachers. actually i have had quite a few crushes on teachers. i myself don't know why. k so the first teacher crush i remember was my A maths teacher. at that time i was in sec3 and he taught me for two years. (15 and 16 years old). i assume he is around 30 plus. i don't really know why i like him. he is not handsome or whatsoever. i just like him because i think that he looks cute when he smiles. the thing is that i always see him and that makes me difficult to forget him. now that i don't see him anymore, i can forget him. so that is one way to forget your crush. don't think of him. don't see him. but sometimes you cannot avoid because he is teaching you. maybe when he teaches, just don't look at his face and pay attention to whatever he says. probably there are no cute guys(students) in my class so i have to go for a teacher.

the next crush i have and am having now is my crush towards my professor in university. why i like him is of course because of his looks. but looks are secondary. i like him more because i feel that he is a very educated person. he i mature, smart and cute!!!!ah!!!!!!so when i see him its like, my heart will beat fast. and every time, he will ask questions in class. i will always make an attempt to give good answers because i want him to have a good impression of me. but whatever it is, he is actually married and he has 5 children. OMG.. quite productive huh. somehow when i look at his photos with his wife and children, i have mixed feelings. first, i feel quite jealous. LOL!!!but at the same time, i feel happy to see that he is happy with his family.!!!wow!hahahha..whatsoever he is 30 plus and im 20. so that's quite a huge gap. probably, i need to think of him as my father? and start to look at the bad things in him. but i can't do that!!!gosh what am i suppose to do?

i realise this post is quite long.i should stop here.

having a crush with your own lecturer/teacher?

so just wondering if you people out there have ever had crushes on your professor/teacher/lecturer? so will this crush be more of a disadvantage or an advantage to you? as for me, i feel that it can be both but you need to make use of the feeling you have towards your teacher to benefit yourself. so, on the positive side, if you ever do have a crush on your teacher, it can somehow motivate you to study and do well especially for his module as you will want him to have a good impression on you..yeah.you wouldn't want your crush to think that you are stupid or an idiot rite. on the other side, having a crush or your teacher can also be something bad if you cannot control your feelings. so lets say the teacher is teaching the class and you keep looking at his cute face without paying attention. looking at your teacher somewhat makes you lose focus and you keep staring at him blindly. im sure that a lot of students out there have ever had crushes on your teacher/lecturer but have you ever wondered if lecturers ever had crushes on students???yeah something to ponder.