Single forever?

hello..so today im gonna post why i have been single all along. at times, if i meet someone new, they will ask if i have a bf. and when i say no, they will be somehow shocked and ask "why???" or "are you serious???" especially since i have never had any boyfriend all my life. is it really weird to be 20 and not having any boyfriend? i guess its not. 20 is still young. but i hope i will not be single forever. hehe :)))

so now i will state some of the reasons as to why i think i have have been single all along. but first I will have to describe myself. well, i am quite a shy person. i mix with mostly girls. i am quite a geek. i will have to say that my looks are only average. i don't wear makeup AND... basically, i am the type who mostly spend my time studying....hahaha..i guess my personality is one of the major reasons why i have never had any bf.
so the first reason should be my personality. like i say i am quite shy but my personality differs. for e.g. i can be very quite if i am with a person i am not close with or i just get to know. but when im close to someone, ill be the opposite. and can be quite talkative at times. hahah..i guess i can also be quite irritating since i like to disturb people. so those who don't really know me will say that i am a quite person whereas my friends says that i am a crazy girl..hahahah because i laugh a lot and talk nonsense most of the time. back to the topic, most of the time, i only mix with girls. i am not sure why. i don't really have many guyfriends maybe because i am a ashy person. i am the type who won't make the first move.. i know that can be kinda outdated nowadays but that's me..hahah.. i guess that is one of the major reasons why i am still single.

also, like ive said earlier, i am a geek and spend most of my time studying. basically, i feel that i am still young and i need to think of my future and my studies. i work hard now so that i can enjoy life later. so its like "i endure pain now to avoid much pain later" i know if i don't study hard, it will be even harder for me in the future. alrite, so the point here is that i am not like other teenagers who spend a lot of time outside. i only make friends with people whom i know in school, at workplace etc. i don't believe in finding your soulmate in the internet though i know sometimes it does work.

next reason that may be possible is that i have set my mind that i do not want to have a bf. not till i have finished my studies. i have always planned that i want to get married at the age of say...25, 26??so then i will find one bf ard the age of 23, 24???after that get married straightaway??hahah...is tt possible??


yup so i guess that's abt it..did i miss anything?