My opinion on Nur Feetri's video..

hey so lately, i have been watching videos by nur feetri who likes to make the duckface thing. alrite so now in this post i am trying to state my opinions on these videos. when i first watched the video on the anniversary thing, i was like "what the hell is she doing" ? so yeah..i was wondering what's in her mind when she says that. but yeah i guess she is just immature. i bet she is still young. but i cannot deny her face is quite cute. from her physical actions (esp when doing the duckface thing) and what she says, i can just guess that she is just immature... i just want to back her up. i sympathise her. when i read comments from youtube, people are insulting her and some are making fun of her by doing some parody.. hmmmm....

why do i write a blog?

why do people write blogs? hmm..maybe i should ask myself why i write a blog because i believe that different people have different reasons as to why they write a blog. for some people, their blogs have really many followers and their blog is really popular..but mine is not. of course.hahah..in fact, i have not told anyone about my blog. and i try to keep myself anonymous. if possible i do not want anyone to know that i have a blog because i am a girl full of mystery and secrets.hahahah. hmm.. so why do i write a blog then?
the first reason may be because i write better than i speak. i don't really talk too much. my teacher once told me that when i write and when i talk, i sound really different. so to put it simply, when i speak, i sound like a fool. hahahha..sometimes, i speak without thinking. but when i write, i can read back my words and delete my words. basically, i can take back written words but not spoken words. so i worry that if i speak without thinking, i might hurt some people because i can be very straight forward at times. that is why sometimes i prefer to keep quite for fear of hurting anyone. in conclusion, what i am trying to say is that people can know me better from what i write rather than listening to what i say because sometimes i can sound nasty or rough but i actually did not mean what i say. unfortunately, in life we speak more than we write.
secondly, i write this blog for memory. i plan to keep and update this blog till im old. i want to pen down my thoughts, my wonderful memory, my bitter times. everything. so that when i am old, i can read back my words. yeah..so that's about it..to those who read my blog, thank you very much. i love you all!hahahha

when i checked my stats, many went to my blog to see nus module review..how fabulous.MUAHAHAH!

Love?

hey..so i decided to change to a new blogskin.don't know if anyone realizes because i don't think i have stalkers. (don't know if anyone want to stalk a girl like me..LOL!) alrite so today, i wish to write abt sth.hmmm..so i am a 20 year old girl who do not know what love is.hahaha..of course, i love my God, my parents, my frens, whatsoever...but i have never experienced love towards that special someone. throughout my whole life, i have never had any boyfriend and i have never liked someone truly. LOL. this may sound pathetic but this is reality for me. hahaha..sometimes, i wonder if i am normal?why is it that i do not like any guys.?what am i ?hahha..what kind of question is this.but whatever it is, belum ada orang yang telah membuka hatiku..ceyh..for those who do not understand, this means that, no one has opened my heart.does this make sense? i know my english sucks. okay. so sometimes i pray that i will meet someone good, nice, kind hearted (do i sound desperate?) whatever it is, i am not interested to find a boyfriend but at the same time i want to get married. (do i sound crazy?) yup..even i dun understand myself..anyone out there understand what i mean?

hey so for the past  weeks, i have been really bored and staying at home most of the time. my frens are werking and my siblings are schooling. so im left here all alone. hahahaha.. what a bored life. so lately i have always been singing at home since i have nothing better to do. and rite now i am fasting. yeah i noe its not fasting month yet but I have to repay my fast. school will be reopening in ard 1 month time. luckily, i still have tuition to do every sunday.at least i am not wasting too much time. i am thinking of finding a part time job every weekend so that i can at least earn some money. giving tuition is one easy money job...maybe i can try finding one more tutee. preferably a primary school student. and i prefer teaching maths. i don't know how language can be taught. my teacher once told me that "language is in you". and you cannot study a language so it can be quite tough to teach a language. and my science is also not that fabulous so i can only teach maths :) alrite, i have nothing else to say. till we meet again next time.. bye :)

My work experience

Im afraid this post will be a bit offensive to some but i will try my best to write in such a way that will not be offensive. so this past two weeks i have been werking at this place. this is the first time im trying cashiering and retail. before this, i have worked in the f&b, admin, teaching line. alrite...so i have to say it was real tiring because working hours are damn long. plus everyone speaks in a language different from mine which i don't understand. haiz.. to sum up, i do not like my work experience there and i am relieved that it was just a short term job and that i have actually ended my job there. at least, i will get some money. :)

My irritating acne

yup so my previous post was abt my first experience having a bad acne. yup...so my acne is really bad. this is the first time my acne is this bad and its real bad. alrite so lately, i have been doing a lot of research and trying a lot of stuff but none seems to work. guess its just genes. give up on trying. any kind souls who know what i can do to get rid of these pimples please help. hmmm...