Love?

hey..so i decided to change to a new blogskin.don't know if anyone realizes because i don't think i have stalkers. (don't know if anyone want to stalk a girl like me..LOL!) alrite so today, i wish to write abt sth.hmmm..so i am a 20 year old girl who do not know what love is.hahaha..of course, i love my God, my parents, my frens, whatsoever...but i have never experienced love towards that special someone. throughout my whole life, i have never had any boyfriend and i have never liked someone truly. LOL. this may sound pathetic but this is reality for me. hahaha..sometimes, i wonder if i am normal?why is it that i do not like any guys.?what am i ?hahha..what kind of question is this.but whatever it is, belum ada orang yang telah membuka hatiku..ceyh..for those who do not understand, this means that, no one has opened my heart.does this make sense? i know my english sucks. okay. so sometimes i pray that i will meet someone good, nice, kind hearted (do i sound desperate?) whatever it is, i am not interested to find a boyfriend but at the same time i want to get married. (do i sound crazy?) yup..even i dun understand myself..anyone out there understand what i mean?