HMMM...

so school has just started and it has been effing busy lah..wah so tired. now im taking chinese 2 and its like so difficult lah. cannot cope redi. other modules are also the same. hmmmm...i have to survive this! btw, hari raya has been OK. so this sun, will be going out with my secondary school friends. so excited to meet them!

One more day to Raya..

Alrite this post is going to be real short. Di kesempatan ini, saya cuma ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua orang Islam serata dunia. Pejam celik bulan Ramadhan hampir tiba ke penghujungnya. semoga amal ibadah kita sepanjang bulan ini diterima Allah. Amin.

hey just sharing this photo i got from the net. fret not if u are a single (like me)..heheh

hey everyone so previously, i remembered one of my posts stating the reasons as to why I have been single all along.. alrite so now im going to talk about one one of my crushes. hahha..sounds like i have many crushes.im writing about him because im thinking of him and he is my last crush i've had. even though i have not met him for like 1 year plus, im not sure why im still thinking of him..haiz..alrite. so now i met this boy when i worked part time after my Alevels. im not going to mention the workplace.i don't know why i like him. he is around 6 years older than me. that's quite a huge gap rite?aniwaes, i find him cool, relax, cute and funny. that's why. i don't know why i like him when i actually know that he will never be the type of guy that i like. he drinks, smokes heavily and clubs. he is not even handsome so why and how do i fall for him?i myself cannot answer. there was this time when i was inside the mrt and i saw him after so long!!omg i was like damn shock.the world is small. he too lives in the east and i know one day i will meet him again. but not sure when. only time will telll... and you know what..probably its technology that has made this crush last long. i found (actually i search for) his facebook and his photos are not private so i am able to look at his face. he is not handsome at all but i don't know i still have feelings for him. and in his fb, he wrote a note about his gf. im not sure if they are still together. but when i read about it, i felt a bit upset. or is jealous?hahahha..i don't know why i am having feelings for someone who do not have the characteristics im looking for at all. and im not sure why this feeling cannot fade even after  i have not met him for such a long time. i thought crushes go away very soon.. omg this feeling is killing me. any love experts to help me?haahhahaha..

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tetapi di alam maya
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