hey everyone so previously, i remembered one of my posts stating the reasons as to why I have been single all along.. alrite so now im going to talk about one one of my crushes. hahha..sounds like i have many crushes.im writing about him because im thinking of him and he is my last crush i've had. even though i have not met him for like 1 year plus, im not sure why im still thinking of him..haiz..alrite. so now i met this boy when i worked part time after my Alevels. im not going to mention the workplace.i don't know why i like him. he is around 6 years older than me. that's quite a huge gap rite?aniwaes, i find him cool, relax, cute and funny. that's why. i don't know why i like him when i actually know that he will never be the type of guy that i like. he drinks, smokes heavily and clubs. he is not even handsome so why and how do i fall for him?i myself cannot answer. there was this time when i was inside the mrt and i saw him after so long!!omg i was like damn shock.the world is small. he too lives in the east and i know one day i will meet him again. but not sure when. only time will telll... and you know what..probably its technology that has made this crush last long. i found (actually i search for) his facebook and his photos are not private so i am able to look at his face. he is not handsome at all but i don't know i still have feelings for him. and in his fb, he wrote a note about his gf. im not sure if they are still together. but when i read about it, i felt a bit upset. or is jealous?hahahha..i don't know why i am having feelings for someone who do not have the characteristics im looking for at all. and im not sure why this feeling cannot fade even after  i have not met him for such a long time. i thought crushes go away very soon.. omg this feeling is killing me. any love experts to help me?haahhahaha..