ok so the previous post i was talking about teacher-student crush. now im going to tell slightly about the crushes i have on my own teachers. actually i have had quite a few crushes on teachers. i myself don't know why. k so the first teacher crush i remember was my A maths teacher. at that time i was in sec3 and he taught me for two years. (15 and 16 years old). i assume he is around 30 plus. i don't really know why i like him. he is not handsome or whatsoever. i just like him because i think that he looks cute when he smiles. the thing is that i always see him and that makes me difficult to forget him. now that i don't see him anymore, i can forget him. so that is one way to forget your crush. don't think of him. don't see him. but sometimes you cannot avoid because he is teaching you. maybe when he teaches, just don't look at his face and pay attention to whatever he says. probably there are no cute guys(students) in my class so i have to go for a teacher.
the next crush i have and am having now is my crush towards my professor in university. why i like him is of course because of his looks. but looks are secondary. i like him more because i feel that he is a very educated person. he i mature, smart and cute!!!!ah!!!!!!so when i see him its like, my heart will beat fast. and every time, he will ask questions in class. i will always make an attempt to give good answers because i want him to have a good impression of me. but whatever it is, he is actually married and he has 5 children. OMG.. quite productive huh. somehow when i look at his photos with his wife and children, i have mixed feelings. first, i feel quite jealous. LOL!!!but at the same time, i feel happy to see that he is happy with his family.!!!wow!hahahha..whatsoever he is 30 plus and im 20. so that's quite a huge gap. probably, i need to think of him as my father? and start to look at the bad things in him. but i can't do that!!!gosh what am i suppose to do?
i realise this post is quite long.i should stop here.
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