continuation of yesterday's story

so im not sure why ytday's post was left hanging like that. actually I posted more and it just got cut off.what happened???? okay but whatever, actually I wanted to talk about: being examined by an opposite gendered doctor.is that okay?hmmm..so like mentioned I got back pain for slightly more than three months and the doctor wanted to check if my spine got problems. so he needs to check for my anal tone. !@#$!#%!$%! u know how I embarrassed I was. omg. I know for some people this is no issue. but for me it IS. you may say that the doctor have probably seen it everyday so he doesn't mind. but I don't think so since he looks quite young probably just a few years older than e. its not that I think the doctor will do anything to me. besides, there is a female nurse by his side. so he can't possibly do anything. n that is also not my concern actually. my concern is embarrassment. I think the only person that has seen my tooooooooooooot is my mum and that too, when I was a baby. after that, no one else. so u should understand how uncomfortable I feel when someone wants to  look at mytoooooooooot. haiz......so when I refused the doctor to check, I asked him to call for a female doctor if there is. but I think all of them were busy so the doctor just say "its ok". and then wrote on the report. patient refuses dre to check for anal tone. loll!!!!!ok so that was abt it. a huge embarrassment. shouldn't have gone to the hospital haizzzzzzz.