hey so nus results have came out a few days ago and my cap increased by 0.05.not a big improvement but oklah.from 3.75 to 3.8. not so good but alhamdulillah. i went countdown on 1st Jan with my parents because they were afraid that something might happen to me and my sister. so they came along. my mother said that was her first time seeing fireworks.. kesian mak aku. so along with new year, people will always talk about new year resolution. to me, i don't have to wait till new year for me to make a resolution. i can do that at any point of my life. yup so as for me, i have always wanted to be a better person. first and foremost, i have always wanted to be a better daughter. i know that i am a biased person. i am nice to my mum but not to my father. i don't exactly know why. i hope i can change. easily said, in my life, i am nice to everyone except to my father and i cannot explain why. i hope someone can help me to change my perception of him. besides wanting to become a better daughter, i also want to become a more pious person meaning i want to pray more.hahha. so recently, i have always missed subuh prayers because its school holiday. i don't know if there is a link between the two but school makes me more encouraged to wake up for subuh. its time for me to change. maybe because during school holidays i sleep late and its difficult for me to wake up early in the morning. so to change, i need to sleep early and set up my alarm clock so that i can wake up for subuh. not only subuh, i will try not to miss my other prayers too. yeah and my last goal is to be a more knowledgeable person in terms of religious knowledge and also the 'secular' knowledge. hmmm..that is all for now. and lastly i have always said to myself that this semester i will be more hardworking but this has never happened. i feel that every semester i am getting lazier :((